From all of the thinking , I think myself is the final test

English learning, without doubt, here everyone with more than 10 years period in which should supposed to be an expert. But the reality is we are just the startup,no matter how hard and how stumbling blocks you get through. The vacaboloary you remember morning that faints in the evening and vague more not sure the right spelling the next morning while confused digging down in your mind. It would be conducive repeating the fruition day after day but how feeble or devastated you know holding a host of masses which overloaded almost collapses your hands. That is why we alway just keep updated of some part and forget the large section as a result in the relief that we keep moving. You may justify the surroudings are not favourable for your position, yes, that is true. The foreign around you please believe are not native tongue, most are Europen so it makes to reason you two both more or less the same level of english speaking. Maybe in first place you think they are good, but with the time and conversant of the situation, it is easy to conjecture up what they are muttering and god blessed you nothing less than that they are intellectual enough to make their oral very sophisticated in which insinuates or incites your door suddenly opening up in some way. Another mountain you have to climb up is the grammar, never look down on it, it contains a lot in which are adequate to refresh your way of thinking, so another puzzle in existence in which showing the pitfall or loophold we expose ourself very clearly and barely.All mentioned above may shake your confidence, determination and emerge the question why we should on the move. For me, instead of answering the query, i perfer to find the formula, in the making and finishing up. We are supposed to be with inernia, tardiness, foible in common, it does not matter. Keep moving is one thing, aware of tortuous path, thoroughfare in some degrees frustrates you, it is ok. Make it be your lifestyle.What i have to cheer myself up is currently bearing more than this problem, one problem you may ornate saying killing yourself, with many i have say full of schedule equates full of life.

One should  have enormous power if you set a goal and persist it , no matter what happened to you , However, few people can indulge in it , and ignor what happened around him . so I don't  want to be the few one .Now I promise publicly the goal to all of you that I want to come into the university again to gain the Master diploma, for which I plan to spend 2 years .           The disadvantage hinder the aim is I have not enough time . It is impossible to quit job , meanwhile , I can't sacrifice the previlege of taking care my daughters . But I know that nothing is imporssible .From now on I have to cut off all I can to save time . what's more , I spare any effort and make all the time efficently in spending . if all I have done is valid , then  the master diploma will belong to me in 2 years .          Do hope some friends will remind me  focusing on my goal in the next  months .

Playing all the time recently, I began to worry my future. However, everytime when I take the book to read, I quit and cannot hold on to study, my passion is fading. I am changing myself to be a better one, at the same time, I try to reach my goal. Life is meaningful, take care.

We see, feel and sense things through materialized ways to judge in which we feel ourself 100% ensured in the processes, so it that true?    When the results blatantly contrast the trusted formulations, we just cursorily appease ourself with more patience next time or another nice philosophical cover that judging sth by heart not only the sense. So it that enough?     We learn everything by making senses from the interactions in a way you think right during the whole operation and gradually elicit from the surroundings to further on and on until the result comes out. Yes, that is the basic grounding. What if you somehow lose the direct interactions, you are forced to be less confident while decision making, as this makes sense it is easier in business negotiation by face to face expression instead of on a phone call.    But the mentioned above is only the fraction, the unnoticed part is we are customary or immobilized in the way of thinking which traditionally proves great and we veiled unable to detect the black swan. Like the iceberg, the exposure part is only the mini, the underground huge. The advanced compoents, comfiguration and orientation we once boasted just occupy tiny plausibility of the whole thing. The subdivided facet you oblivious or what is worse the preference we fix is the reason of forming the black swan.    We are molded to the course of life, along the road more focus on the goal somehow deadening catching instincts which more illustrious during the infant period. See sth through maybe is the overhaul we are doomed to shape insights and mature or edge ourself in the end.    At last, have a good weekend and good tomorrow.

I onced read an article explainning why we feel lonely when we are getting age as we losing freinds during the times when we are getting age. Believe it or not. Myself find out the same. But i am an introvert person so that I was lack of the social communication skill with social activity. So shame of myself! Thinking that I am a sales guy. The world is big, but the individual activity space is usually limited! I do not have big dream about travelling the world. I just hope to become something useful. Nothing is easy in this world. If we want something, we have to fight for it. This is really the living and surviving philosophy. Maybe heart is getting hard and stiff. we found we are not easy to get moved too. When I found beggar in the street, I felt nothing for most of time. Each of us we have this or that kind of pressure, nobody is really happy. Maybe few of people who get happy, but I know it is not easy to be happy as there is really tough in the reality life. Childhood time maybe be happy, really? I had a lot of housework without done which usaully put me into the worrying situation. Exam is another threaten that I was worring for most of time during my school days. How can get rid of those worrysome, fear, weakness? You have to get a strong heart. How to get a strong heart, I personally think excersise is inevital to having a strong heart. I have to make my physical strong first then my mind too. My legs are a little bit ach as i went for mountain climbing day before yesterday. otherwise, I quited few days without drinking tea as I got a terrible cold cough. I hope things are all getting fine

The pearl milk tea enticing the world, spreads its irreplaceability to everyone including the least possibility group, the aged man, i am sure about that. My dad are one of them, indubitably, my drinking passion is no less than my dad, to be precise that all relatives never rejecting this invitation for once as it like a thoroughfare of beverage.    I do not need to emphasize the pearl milk tea quality problems in material-picking processes or operation marking processes, since the brand milk tea stalls are willing to follow all the sanitary standards and they are legal. We love them with greatest passion can be proved by the branch numbers in every city. And what makes this beverage so red-hot for such long time. Yes, sugar. Sugar is addictive, not only your tongue loves it, what is more, your physical body and mental spirit all love it. It offers energy, sweetness and happiness during the whole digestion circulation. Maybe the fat received by your belly, needless to say, the irresistible evidence. Pearl milk tea with no sugar, it is right on menu. Is that true, we all know the fact.    So for the health good, i juvenile using coffee to supplant pearl milk tea. It works a little with foreknowledge the same addictive, this time, coffine. Instead of the coffee from coffee shop, i choose to instant coffee. I totally agree the taste not quite good, the only merit of all is the drink amount i can firmly control to taper on behalf of one day i can get rid of being addicted. What embrassed me is when i got a coffee form shop yesterday, it tasted much more delicious that it once was. I have to say my tougue seems not like my idea, next time it has to cherish every drip of good coffee. One day, when i am not controlled, i will undo the body with balanced consumption.

There was a time when my father occupied himself with a book called “No Complaint World”.(The book named can be uncorrect for I had seen the Chinese version only) He talked about the theory everyday on dinner with large enthusiasm and bought a purple ugly bracelet just like the picture on the frontpage of that book. It is said that gentleman should change the bracelet from left to right if he complains about whatever unpleasant little annoyances during the day, and move it to left again when he makes complaints the second time. He asked me to do so as well though I just let it fade from my mind. The period last about half an year. Long before, the purple ugly bracelet was lost in the house like all of those small interesting pieces we bought in the passed long long life such as magic cube, Korean crystal hairpin and many books. I saw the bracelet several times after that in cleaning activities but it would soon disappeared in my mind in all time.Then I grow up to the age enough to care about interpersonal skills and psychology. Sometimes the theory of no complaint in world occured to my heart unexpectedly so I try to follow it. On one hand, it’s good for making friends with strangers who you never known before. On the other hand, it gives way to avoid being disgusting in others’ eyes. On yet the other hand, no complaint in everyday life can shape ones personality in …….just the good way, but what’s good is unclear. An roommate of mine complaint on my personality and the way of speaking yesterday on dinner table, face to face. Actually I do realize that I’m different from nowadays majority which is not a illusion. However there is no right and wrong on different types about personality.To be continue…

ウットさん、和泉さん、ご結婚おめでとうございますMr.White and Mr.Spring , congraduation for your wedding!次に　こちらの　皆さんに　一言ずつ　お願いしますthen , I know you have a lots of friends want to say something to you , so let’s begin去年の夏のクラスでワット先生の授業はユモアが会って、楽しかったです。実はそのクラスに和泉さんもいらっしゃったんですlast summer’s learning class , I met teacher , it’s a very happy experience for me , and I remember that class was include Mrs.Spring先生に「上手な整理の方法」という本をいただきました。先生は整理するのが上手で、研究室はいつも綺麗だ、きっとお二人のお宅も素敵だと思いますMr.White’s book 《a good way to manage》 I had read , Mr.White is very good at cleaning and managing , and his searching-room is so beautiful , I consider that they will have a good house to live! they all are wonderful guysウットさん、今度は「素敵な人と結婚する方法」という本を書いてくださいませんかMr.White could you please write the book which named《how to get talent woman into bed》?ぜひ　読んで、勉強したいです。どうぞ　お幸せに！if you write this book , I must read and learn . so , Mr.White you will have a nice life !

the lordling seemed not to hear him , he studied the deepening twilight in that half bored, half - distracted way he had, Will had rideen with the knight long enough to understand that it was best not to interrupt him when he looked like that , 'tell me again what you saw, Will, All the details,Leave nnothing out' Will had been ahunter before he joined the Night's Watch , Weill,a pacher in truth,Mallister freeriders had caught him red-handed in the Miallisters;s own woods,skinning one of the Maillisters;s own bucks,and it had been a choice of putting on the black or losing a hand.No one could move through the woods as selent as Will, and it had not taken the black brethers long to discover his talent."The camp is two miles farther on , over that ridge, hard beside a stream  I got close as I dared , There;s eight of them , men and women both, No children I could see, they put uo alean to against the rock, The snow;s pretty wel vocered it now, but I could strill make it out , no fire butning , but the firepit was strill plain as day, No one moving,I watched a long time , No loving man ever lay so strill"     "did you see any blood?"    "no"    "Did you see any weapons?"    "some swords , a few bows, one man had an axe, heavt-looking, double - bladed, a cruel piece of iireon,It was on the ground beside him, right by his hand"    "did you make onte of the position of the bodies?"    Will shrugged :a couple are sitting up against the rock, most of them on the ground Fallen, like or sellping:    "threre;s oone woman up an ironwood, half hid in the branches a far eyes I tiik care she never saw me. when I got closer,I saw that she wasn;t moving neither;"    "you have a chill?"    :some:    the young knoght turned back to his grizzled man at arms.freost fallen leaves whispered past them, and Royce;s destrier moved rest lessluy :what do you think might have kolled there men, Gared Cold?:    "I saw men freeze last winter , and the one before, when I ws half a boy, everyone talks of the north, but the real enemy is the cold, it sreals up on you quieter than Will, and at first you shiver and your teeth chatter and you stamp your frrt and fream of mulled wine and nice hot fires, It burns,it does , Nothing burns like the cold but onlu for a while  Then it gets indede you and starts to fill you up , and agter a while you don;t have the strength to giht it , It;s easier just to sit down or go to sleep, they say you don;t feel any pain toward the end , firest you go weak and drowsy and everthing starts to fade, and then , it;s like sinking in=to as ea of warm milk,peacefil like"    "such eloquence , Gared ,I never suspected you had it in you I have had the cold in me too, lording"pulled back his hood, giving Ser a good long look at the stumps where his ears had been  two ears , three toes, and the little fingger off mu left hand i got off light , we found mu brother frozen at this watch , with a smile on this face     you ought to dress more warmly     glared at the lording , the scars around his ear holes flushed red with anger where maester Aemon had cout the ears away we will see how warm you can dress when the winter comes , he pulled up hois hood and hunched over his garron silent and sullen if said it was the cold haave you drewn any watches this past week? yes , thre never was sa week when he did not draw a dozen bolldy watches, what was the man driving at ?    and how did you find the wall?weeping , he saw ot clear enough , now that the lording had pointed it out they couldn't have froze, not if the wall was weeping , it wasn;t cold enough bright lad , we have had a frw light frosts this past week , and a quick flurry of snow now and then ,m bnut surelyu no cold fierce enough to kill eight grown men, men clad in fur and leather, let me remind you, with shelter near at hand , and the means of making fire, the knight;s mile was cocksyre will lead us there i would see these dead men for myself    and then there was nothing to be done for it , the way carefully through the under growth, al oght snow  had fallen the night before, and there were stones nad roots and hidden sinks luing just under it;s creust watting for the careless and the unwaru, came next, his great black destrier snorting impatientlu , the warhorse was the wrong mount for ranging , but try and tell that to the lordling , brought up the rear , the old man at arms muttered to himself as he rode,    twilight deepened , the cloudless sky turned a deep purple ,the color of an old hruise , then faded to black , the starts began to come out , a half moon rose , will was grateful for theloight, wecan make a beeter pace than this, surel, not with this horse , fear had made him insolent perhaps mu lord would care to takr the lead?    why are you stopping best go the rest of the way on foot , it;s just over that brige staring offinto the distance , his face reflective a cold wind whispered threoug the trwes , his freat sable cloak stirred behind like something half alive    this is somehing wrong here