It is a little late for me to sit down in front of the computer to record some things that I experienced these days, during the past these days, I felt extremely busy even I have not too much time talking with my wife. A new project will be on running on next round trial-run but, we will do lots of preparations before starting. The first thing we need do is to find proper glue agent for coating process, I believe that it is not an easy job even we put into two manpower for this single item, on this item makes me head-pain is that I worry about it may cause conflict during daily working between guys who should be working well together, due to it will involve personal opinion even interests with suppliers, that it is not what I want to expect on this case. Unfortunately, I am the one of two guys who currently involve in this case. Of course, I will try best to avoid unhappy things on the whole process, currently, the guy with me has a good relationship than others in the department, as plan, he will gradually drop out this case until I take over it from his hand. But, based on actual situations, on the one hand, I can't take of this case by myself, because I get in touch with this case halfway, not at the beginning of this project. On another hand, he may not want to quit this case, at least don't quickly quit due to he will take another case that he really doesn't want to take.     Now, all things are still on going with under control. I do really hope it can run as plans.

Asked IT to repair the internet connection of the lab yesterday,  and I can do my daily work in the lab now.     The lab has a bigger area than our GM's office and only three equipment there. The most important is that it always silent. I can't stand the gossip of the office women any more . The talk always about shopping, food, pop stars and small household affairs and it may last all day. A girl even can talk with herself about all her work.  Maybe that's the generation gap or I am getting elder.  I prefer to bury myself in my work in a silent environment. Or I talk some meaningful topics for me with my colleagues occasionally , such as history, economic, culture, and so on.     I know it's not good for disappearing from office for a long time.  But the silent environment is a important thing for me. May be I will stay in office sometimes to show my exist.

I can have a good rest during the past week, but, I knew that I still have a lot of work to handle in the following months before the new year of 2019. According to current schedule, there will be three tryouts in the next three-month. The round of tryout will be scheduled at the end of this month, I believe it will be another tough time, I hope I can take care of it smoothly and do it better and better even I still have some problem with English in speaking and writing to communicate with customers. I know there is no shortcut for English level improved, but, I can get progress step by step.    Nowadays, I think I should quickly familiarize those requirements and specifications from customers, actually, I am not similar with that of it. It will cost more time to digest those content after work that means I can hardly have time to read the detailed content during daily work because of too many tasks occupy my working time, I need to well organize my working time if I don't want to work overtime. So every office hours just like a fighting, we should maintain a state of readiness to deal with all kinds of situations...

The more use of computers and phones, the more likely we have weak ability of writing. Nowadays we just type characters by the input method which is usually referred as Pinyin. We do not have to memorize too much on each single character, we only need to know its pronunciation and then use pinyin to select the wanted character.This is quite convenient and makes us faster to input and edit. The side effect I argue is the lame writing. It implies most of us can not write well by the means of a pen or something like that. We are stuck if we want to write down some by hands. We may either forget the exact strokes or do not remember which character is the right one we should choose. Another downside is the decline of writing. It means we do not write good looking characters because we do not touch a pen too long. What a bad experience when we are asked to fill in some forms by hands. If it is necessary we can spend some time doing the exercises. We do not have to be a calligrapher, we are just to be sure we can use a pen to write well in some occasions. During the practice, our minds clam down and to be more focused. At least it can help us escape from the overusing of electronic products. It is bad for eyes if we stare on a phone or a computer screen too long. It is time to free eyes.

This is the summer of 2018, it’s quite hot outside.The weather forecast claims the highest temperature will be more than 35 until next week .Last weekend, there was a typhoon crossing the north of Shanghai–Chongming island, and it blew violently and rained about two days.It was too hard to hold the umbrella in the fast wind. I almost stayed at home all day because it’s scared outdoor.Thinking about the past year, it’s a bit uncomfortable. I resigned from Datayun last summer, then I took a gap before attending another company.That was not a routine period, compared with workday before. I read several books in those days unemployed. From that experience, I thought a lot about life and family. It was a bit difficult to stay alone without some communication with others. Fortunately, I had two mates in the house.We insisted on communicating with each other and playing badminton regularly.I find that I have lost some memory in vocabulary, maybe I should spend more time in English.Best wishes to us~

LiLi suggested we’d better go to Wuzhizhou Island for
one day tour, as we knows the place is very famous and many of travel agents is
making the place a special line for young couple, it must be the reason.

Between Wuzhizhou Island to Lin shui is only 80 kilometres
away, one of friend had been there before, so four of us renting one car for a
day just enough, the diver was a local young boy, he was waiting us at the
entrance of our community at the early morning, travel light is the best way
for one day, only one small bag and some finger foods and water, as we were
told foods and beverages on the island is extremely expensive.

To the island we had to take the passage ship which
was taken about 15 minutes, the ticket is 144 yuan including round trip, and we
had to pay other 80 yuan for trolley bus which is stopped as you want, the
meaning in the island no any vehicles except this kind of bus, it is good for
green environment. The bus was going the island around, I was a little frighten
when I was on the bus, I cannot make a nice photo and due to it was too fast
even I told the driver, Please slowly, he said the speed of it is limitation,
otherwise the next one will follow closely, any way the view is beautiful, I
pressed the photo as quickly as I can to catch any corners of the view, luckily
I was seating at the side, easy to take the full photo.

The sunshine day it was, the blue sky with the blue
sea within the same colour and in one picture, any corners of the photo like a
postcard, I was so happy go out with my friends who know how to make a good
photo, and they have enough patient for your different poses in one site. If Tiger
with me to be there, for sure I cannot have many satisfaction photos, due to he
was less of sense for the picture.

We visited Lover Valley and Mazu temple, those place
have their own stories. Good luck for lovers, they can be falling in love for
ever at the place, the temple is bless with safeness for all fishers and people.

It is a really beautiful place I have never seen before;
the time is too short, the seaside and the air I really was missing there till today.
Please see my pictures I wanted to share with you all.

This trip to Shan Xi is not only for the wedding ceremony,
but also we would like go somewhere for travelling as well, Yan An is belong to
Shan Xi 陕西province
just across Yellow river in other side of Shi Lou county, it will take two hours
by car to be there we were told. Yan An is the old revolutionary base area. I
have been to some red areas in China with my previous company before, but YanAn
I haven’t been to yet, and there is a very famous pagoda to be the symbol of
the place, I really want to take the picture in there.

After wedding, the bridegroom’s brother was so kind
and he would like to be our guide to YanAn by car, due to he knew the way of
the destination and it was much easy for the stranger without any direction
except GPS to be helped. The traffic was not smoothly as we expected, the road
was fully occupied by many big trucks on the way, so we almost took about three
or four hours to be there, we first found the motel near the base, and ready to
visit at the next morning.

The famous pagoda has been showed in front of us at
the sunny day, it is totally nine floors with 44 meters height, unfortunately
it was repaired recently, that’s why we did not go upstairs. There are not so
many people in the park at the early morning, so we walked around slowly to
taste the feeling there, a big party flag came into my eyes under the pagoda. There
was a board with some words of Party statement, I am so proud to be a party
member. Just by the chance I was trying to raise my hand and reading the word
by word loudly to swear again. I knew Tiger had taken the photos and videos to
record for the golden moment as well. How wonderful time I had! It was a
meaningful trip to Shan Xi.

The day before yesterday Tiger was helped by other
from the company in the morning, I was shocked by the situation. These days he
went to swim and go out in normal, this morning he left home after breakfast to
work by foot, nothing wrong with him, I was told that just sitting in front of
computer for a while, and then He cannot stand up by himself. He has never
happened like this before.

This was still not attention to him, in the evening he
was the very important appointment dinner with his clients which has booked at
the long time ago, He still insisted to attend it although I have strong reason
with him maybe next day or asked somebody instead. It follows that, He can not
get up from the bed at the next morning, his body was hardly moved. He has
known the serious problems, He called his friends and his sister for helps
immediately. After a few calls, He was ready in hospital by day, He asked me to
take some stuffs daily used be hospitalized.

The driver took us to there on time, I was holding him
slowly to waiting the doctor coming, the doctor we knew was a really busy, and
the long meeting was taken about an hour, but we want to get him, we had to do
it. not bad with the help of his friends in the hospital, he has simply
checking on his body, and let him to making unclear magnetism and B scanning for
detail examine. I can see it is totally different if you know somebody for help
in the hospital, everything is getting smoothly and quickly, I remembered I went
to the hospital for CT checking in one week ago, the reservation was made after
one month later. But today just asked somebody who worked in there helped, what
we wanted everything finished in a half day.

The medical report was not too bad, the waist was need
to has the operation the suggest by the doctor, the disease was very normal as
his ages, but just because of Chinese New Year, maybe after the holiday, he can
come the hospital again detail information, I was just reassurance after whole morning
running around in the hospital.

Betweenness he is hardly walk right now, I borrowed a wheel
chair from his father for the moment. Or maybe a walking stick is easy and
helping for him.

You are a star high above the sky while I can not touch you. I never thought I would be like this, I didn’t keep my promise and strive for my dream, I am fallen, I am falllen into the unknown darkness. I am afraid at the same time I am happy, I am relieased, and I am enjoy having fun everyday, but I can face my aim, I am here for nine years, I am to write my dream, but 9 years gone, I am the same. I must decide what I do and what not to. You are never leaving, I always had that dream, like they were yesterday, I am happy, and I must make this dream come true.

Youth is not a time of life;it is a state of mind;it is not a matter of rosy cheeks,red lips and supple knees;it is a matter of the will,a quality of the imagination,a vigor of the emotions;it is the freshness of the deep springsof life.Youth means a temperamental predominance of courage over timidity,of the appetite for adventure over the love of ease.This often exists in a man of sixty more than a boy of twenty.Nobody grows old merely by a number of years.We grow old by deserting our ideals.Years may wrinkle the skin,but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul.Worry,fear,self-distrust bows the heart and turns the spirit back to dust.Whether sixty or sixteen,there is in every human being’s heart the lure of wonders,the unfailing child-like appetite of what’s next,and the joy of the game of living.In the center of your heart and my heart there is a wireless station;so long as it receives messages of beauty,hope,courage and power from man and from the Infinite,so long as you are young.When the aerials are down,and your spirit is covered with snows of cynicism and the ice of pessimism,then you’ve grown old,even at twenty,but so long as your aerials are up,to catch the waves of optimism,there is hope you may die young at eighty.