We always  have to be faced  with different choices since we were borned.At in my view,making a good choice is difficute because we have to think many aspects for dealing with them.this time i lost my last chance to get PHD.One thing that i was considered is that my parents are getting  older every day ,i am afried i cannot company them at their last time.Another thing is if i will go to a foreign university, i need  spend at least five years in there,when i will come to our country,my age maybe will  close fifty years old,which means it is a few years away from retirement. To be honest, i donot kown weather it is worth or not.However i really want to get a PHD in my life, it is my dream.My hunsband laughed at me recently,said i am an elder woman who have a beautiful dream,i should put the family first,after all i amnot young,i should persue my dream that time ,but not now.

We always have to be faced with different choices since we were borned.At in my view,making a good choice is difficute because we have to think many aspects for dealing with them.this time i lost my last chance to get PHD.One thing that i was considered is that my parents are getting older every day ,i am afried i cannot company them at their last time.Another thing is if i will go to a foreign university, i need spend at least five years in there,when i will come to our country,my age maybe will close fifty years old,which means it is a few years away from retirement. To be honest, i donot kown weather it is worth or not.However i really want to get a PHD in my life, it is my dream.My hunsband laughed at me recently,said i am an elder woman who have a beautiful dream,i should put the family first,after all i amnot young,i should persue my dream that time ,but not now.Maybe he is right,i have thought this problem since last month,i regected an offer from a foreign school today,i will never become my dream.

I came out of the hospital, yes, I came out of the hospital again. I didn’t how many times I went in and out of it this year, I lost count. I guess, this times it’s the last straw and I might not able to handle it. Still I sent my son to his weekend school, and I finished daily learning at a teahouse. That’s the only way to diverse my attentions, and I needed that—diversion. There was a hospital admission certificate in my pocket. It’s so damn heavy. “Nerve Deafness” on it seemed to have poisonous sting and was like jumping out of the paper to bite me the very next minute. The doctor said I need to be in hospital for four days’ treatment. Drug won’t help so hospital admission became necessary. I didn’t know what to do. My mum called. She was worried when she checked my son’s GPS and found that we were in hospital. She said she could get my son to her home during that time. And she also suggested that I breath deeply to fix it. It didn’t make me feel better. It made me feel silly because I was worried about something that could be fixed by deep breath. And I was also not sure it was a good idea to send my son to mom’s home. With final exam coming, my son needs discipline and supervisor, my mum would be the least person to provide that. So I hung up the phone. I also hung up my husband’s phone. I need some time to breath, to pretend that I was totally Okay with that. After arriving home, mess in the kitchen and a giant couch potato. After sending my son to bed, I collapsed. My husband tried to comfort me, I guess he really tried but all his efforts backfired. He tried to tell me that it was not a big deal, he was much worsen but he got it through, and I should not stress myself with learning, and I had no life at all, I should learn to relax. I didn’t feel better and I felt worse. Because every word he said was telling me what a loser I am. And then he lost his temper: “I just felt a little better and you got to ruin this! What do you want me to do? Okay, its all my fault. Do you need me to kill myself to apologize?” I rushed out of the door. It’s childish, it’s so not grown-up. But so what? It was chilly outside. How strange, for a person who is going deaf, the world is so noisy. Nothing has left except the drumming in the ear. What would happen, if one day everything else is drowning in that noise? It was scary. Why shouldn’t I be entitled to be scared? What do I need? A hug, a warm hug, without a word, without any judgment and comment, a hug to silence that noise in the ear—that’s enough. Was I asking too much?

When time goes hard, for keeping a cool mind, sit down and drinking a cup of coffee make erverything goes round. Friend is just an excuse to make use of and you will never get enough of happiness when you are with your friends.

I love blue sea, not only it is so wide and large, but
also it is so powerful and strong enough in anywhere, it has the different
colours in one day at different season, and it is so match with the full of
tenderness cloud in one picture. During my time in Hai Nan this time, it was
verification what I said.

Ling shui is in southeast of Hai Nan, I was the first
time to be there even I have come to Hai Nan a few times before, on my
understanding, any places near the sea must be wet and humid, washing clothe is
hard to get the dry in one day, but Ling Shui is the good place, it has the nice
view and it is not too many people, the people in the seaside is only the
residents of the community and the hotel guests. During my stays, I went to the
seaside at the early morning around 6.30am every day, I like to taste the feel
of the sea, I watched the sun rising on the horizon far away, it’s like a red
ball of fire, it makes everything around us look very beautiful, I was playing
the water and running in and out to the sea in make different poses with my
friends. We wanted to record any moments by photos and videos and it were all
arrested by our youth change future, The event picture was just directly in our
faces, we forgot the time to be there, the coastline likes a big prawn very
clearly to say hello to everyone there. I cannot control myself to recite one
poem “ Say goodbye again to Cambridge”, my friend took the record quietly at
the side. How lovely the sea and my friends! Because of you accompany with me
always, the life makes it beautiful. I love you all forever.

Since half of the summer holiday has passed by, my husband and I are talking about what to do in August these days. We have two choices ,continuing to stay at home and taking a trip. If we stay at home, it is comfortable and there is no need to spend money. But in that case, we will learn little about the world.If we go on a trip, we can broaden our view and gain knowledge we cannot get from books. Some of our friends suggest that we should go to places of interest nearby. I think that it is a good idea. It does not cost much, yet we can still learn a lot. Moreover, my babies are too young to take a long journey. So I want to go to the beach with my family. I think in the next few days I should make a plan for our trip and prepare some necessary things. At the present time, I am expect to enjoy the upcoming trip with my family. So much for today!

I want to learn some french, but I cannot find a good place to learn by myself. My dear friends , would you provide some good website like dioenglish, which I can read and write.

forgot when i meeted you.with a purpose of adding the way of learning English, I was in search of an English community on the network. At that time, as a junior student, passing cet-6 was my task which I must finish. The various websites were showed to my computer’s screen, and I chose you www.DioEnglish.com(DE) one month last year, I succeeded, and my score was 431. To be honest, the achievement was just a little gain, but I was still very joyful. may you ask if DE have its function in my prepare for cet-6? emm……..maybe have or haven’twhatever,this quetion is not a quetion, and because I don’t care hahahah.long time not to use my PC, so I open it ,surfing the internet, meanwhile, logging in DE, writing a blog, sharing some emotionsahhh, my ability of English seem to be falling, declining,dropping, yayayayaya

Good afternoon everyone.  The topic of my speech is the innovation and speed, the arrival of AI era.  We all know that the AI was so popular now.  Let's talk about that too.       The content of my speech.  first, the defination the AI;  Second , Why do we need AI;  Third, possible applications of AI in USI.  Fourth, How can individuals adapt to the AI era.       AI, the full name is Artificial Intelligence. It's the simulate of human intelligence processes by machines, especially computer systerms.  There are two main branches of AI. One is weak or narrow AI, Which can learn and operation with the help of human.  Such as chatbots, robotics automation and self-driving car.  The other is strong AI or AGI.  In which machines and software that is conscious and has a mind .  The first robotic citizen sophia maybe the beginning of the strong AI.    Why do we need AI.    First is the labor cost. As shown in the right picture. The average monthly salary in Shang hai has rised 135 times in the past 40 years. And it will rise continuously. That's one reason for our industry transformation.     On the contrary, AI technology can provide machines which can work even 24 hours a day and more efficient work. They are no tired , no absent minded and no complain. They can bring us high output and low cost.     Third is the product update cycle is shortened.   We need rapid development and quick response. AI can help us on that.      forth is the more accurate produts and higher quality.  According with the technology development our product get smaller and smaller,  more requirement and less defect. most of them can't be handle by human beings or it's great expensive.

4. Then is the possible applications of AI in USI. fist is product design. It include PCB design, PCBA design mold design and so on. it alway takes a third or more times of a product development cycle. Maybe the AI may help us to save more than 95% works in the future. Material handing. The main manufacture process was done by machine. But the material handing still handing by human. The machine just do part of the inspection and testing work. and people have to do the rest. Following the AI technology development , more and more work will be done by machine. The manufacturing execution systerm can link and control all the manufactur process. It can make the manufacture process quickly and efficient.5. How can individuals adapt to the AI era most of current positions will be replace by the machines or software in the future. But , Some ability of human will not or never be surpassed in the near future. The ability include associative, creative, and logical thinking and emotional. so we can do something to strenthen the ability. first, keep studying and improve our ability. second, pay more attention on the creative work than the repeating work.