I am go to work by bus in this morning.

There are many things which cannot make ours happy ,especaily the thing is our goal that we gave up because of thinking it so much difficut.But maybe when you calm down ,you will regret that decision,considering this action is wrong.So,you will feel terrible mood .it seems the sky is grey,and everrthing is bad.AS a human,we have complicated emotion,which always puzzle us.We should find a good way to release our bad mood so that we can make ours pease.

Today is the first day for the Spring Festival. And this afternoon, it started to rain again. Neither so cold nor so warm, I just feel it is fine to start my time being home. I was asked what I was planning to do during this holiday. I replied by smiles: “Read something.” Besides, I still keep strolling around. I do not consider putting on weight by eating a lot. Simple life always is the best companion I am glad to be with. “How do you spend your time in the festival?”, another question would be asked. I say that it is quite as usual as normal. I do not have to be hard on what it is supposed to be. It also could get there by choosing another way.Tonight is extraordinarily quiet. As if it were into sleep. Good night.

Flower plus is one of delivery fresh flower App, I
knew it from my daughter, I found one bottle of fresh flower at her home, the
fresh smell was really attractive me, and I was told She bought it from this
App, the package was sending four times a brunch fresh flowers with two vases, it
is beautiful and simple, the delivery time you can choose when you need. Before
Chinese New Year I followed my daughter to send an order at the App, I would
like to decorate my home at Spring Festival, so the first order might delivery
before NY.

Busy days of this long holiday, I almost forgot the order
of flower. This morning when the courier knocked my door and told me this was
the flower, only then I remembered the order. The smell has been directly into
my face, I opened it immediately, I was full of water in the bottle quickly, I
arranged flowers into the bottle piece by piece, even it was the late delivery,
I hardly called the name of each one, but colourful charming flower was making
me so romance.

I believe the flower can bring me good mood of the
day, Can see the flower is making me sitting down in front of my computer,
pushing me to write the blog of her, to tell the her feeling is coming to my
home never too be late, anytime it is welcomed always by anyone of the world
and anytime.

It is easy to be lost, knowing nowhere to go. The main reason is that we think it too much and finally mess it up. It is not that easy to make judgement if there is no evidence to show the right decision. When it comes to face troubles, we do not exactly undersand that actions we make today is probably to make a big difference tomorrow. Of course, we do not know. That is the beauty of life.Be yourself, do not be a zombie. Do not admire somebody else, you are the best one with unique inner world. Time records your growth and makes the history.

Regina, it is familiar and unfamiliar as well,
She is one of our four gold flowers, which mean we worked in at Cost Control in
LiDu holiday inn hotel together at my first job, the name was given by our
first boss Mr. Vincent, Rigina, Mary, Margret and Rosanna, still remember. At 35th
anniversary party in Lidu at last year, Cost control should be including
office, storeroom and receiving about 15 people, so pity was that I was just to
see a few of them.

Regina she moved to Japan and married with Japanese
for thirty years and even I have few contacts with her and other two girls was
only at the special case or holidays for greeting in wechat. You know the
people leave far away to other country, they may be so emotional than others
including Regina.

The last week She was back to China only for a
week, She would like to invite our people have the dinner to meet all of them. Unfortunately
the meeting day was Oct 31th. Any way, our girls would like to date in advance,
Mary was busy with her work in the afternoon, other three of us were walking
around the home building even we were hardly to find each corner, but still
feel so close and welcome, chatting, drinking to make the time to stop.

Regina gave some small gifts to each one from
Japan, Mary brought some desserts from her hotel, Yao our leader and organizer
was taking two bottles of Red wines. Friendship Hug to be the first act to see
each other, It was really long time no see, Li Xin and Zheng came late because
of busy for month end closing. There is only Li Xin a little bit strong than
before, for others no any changes at all. We were counting 8 brothers in store according
to ages were so handsome and who is who.

Lili she was the only one girl in store. That’s
why we have five girls and six boys big meeting at the night. I was so
impressive till today hardly to release the moment we have. We should cherish and
see our photos how wonderful! Compare with the old one and new one.

It is not a thing you can not do, it is the way you have not tried before. Yesterday, it was hisotry, now it is the right time to do something. Why do you have to worry too much about the future? Things would be fine if you are preared well in confidence. That confidence is not built on the saying of I CAN DO, instead, on the practice of constant training. Though it may happen somehting unexpectable, it never becomes the excuse of retreat. Free yourself up.

My swimming performance do poorly in my mind at this
year, my pose of free style swimming is uncomfortable, 1km is about 28-29
minutes, only one time I remembered was within 27 minutes. I do self inspection
sometime why my speed is slower than my frog swim, it should not be like that, maybe
my arms are not straight enough, or maybe my footwork is not in right way. I
checked one reference report from one swimming material for female, my result
is only in middle level, but I have enough staying power and I have loved and
kept swimming for many years, why my performance is not my expectation.

This morning I went to swimming pool as usual, maybe
it was too early, nobody there, the pool like making a block booking for myself,
when I was so happy to see the quiet pool, but I found I forgot bring my
swimming glasses and cap, how come? I have never swam without the both, it took
much time if I went back home to take it. I was trying to find the cap at the
corner in the locker room instead; luckily there was the one, although it was
too small for my long hair, no any choice.

I have never swam without my swimming glasses, I cannot swim when I was
in the water, I had to close my eyes like a blind dog, but gradually I fit the
situation and swimming freely to forward my body as fast as I can. I checked my
code water, I cannot believe only 25 minutes for 1km, which is my new record
for sure, it was full of surprise just by the accident, the story told us if
you want to reach the gaol which you did many times before, but always come to
nothing, then you might try thinking other ways to go, the big surprise will
come to you. Please believe me.

We should start back ," Gared urged as the woods began to grow dark around them . "The wildings are dead"."Do the dead frighten you?"Ser Waymar Royce asked with just the hint of a smile    Gared did not rise to the bait.He was an old man,past fifty,and he had seen the lordings come and go.:Dead is dead: he said "we have no business with the dead""Are they dead?"Royce asked softly"what proof have we?""will saw then, if he says they are dead, that's proof enough for me"    Wukk gad known they would drag him into the quarrel sooner or later .He wished it had been later rather than sooner"My mother told me that dead men sing no songs"he put in."My wet nursse said the same thing,Will"Royce replied"Never believe anything you hear at a woman's tit,There are things to be learned even from the dead"His voice echoed,too loud in the twilit forest"We have a long ride before us"Gared pointed out :Eight days maybe nine, and night is falling:Ser Waymar Royce glanced at the sky with disinterest."It does that every day about this time,Are you unmanned by the dark ?"    Will could see the tightness around Gared's mouth , the barely syppressed anger in his eyes under the thick bkacj hood of this cloak.Gared had spent 40years in the Night;s Watch,man and boy, and he was not accoustomed to being made light of,Yet it was more than that,under the wounded prode, will could sense something else in the older man, you could taste it, a nervous tension that came perilously close to fear    Will shared his unease .He had been 4 years on the Wall.The first time he had been sent beyond , all the old stories had come rushing back, and his bowels had turned to water , he had laughed about it afterward.He was a veteran of a hundred rangings by now, and the endless dark wilderness that the southron called the haunted forest had no mre tettors for him.Unytil tonight,Something was different tonight,There was an edge to this darkness that made his hackles rise,nine days they had been riding north and northweat and hthen north again,farther and farther from the wall , hard on the rteack of a band of wilding raiders,each day had been worse than the day that had come before it , Today was the worst of all,a could wind was blowing out of the north , abd it nade the trees rustlelike living things, alll daym Wukk gad felt as though somehing were watching him, something cold and implacable that loved him not,Gared had felt it too, will wanted nothing so much as to rede hellbent for the safety of the Wall , but that was not a feeling to share with your commander    Especially not a commander like this one     Ser Waymar Royce was the youngest son of an ancient house with too many heirs, hewas a handsome youth of 18,grey-eyed and grace ful nad selender as a knife .Mounted on this huge black destrier,the knight towered above Will and Gared on their smaller garrons,He wore black leather boots,black wooden pants,black moleskin gloves,and a fine supple coat of gleaming black ringmail over layers of black wool and biled leather,Ser Waymar had been aSworn Brother of the Night's Watch for less than half a year,but no one could say he had not prepared for this vovation,At least insofar as his wardrebe was concerned. His clock was his crowning glorymsable, think and black and soft as sin,"bet he killed them all himself Gared told the barracks over wine , twisterd theri little heads off, our mighty warrior"They had all shared the laugh    it is hard to take orders  from a man you laughed at in your cups,Wukk refkected as he sat shivering atop his garron,Gared must have felt the same.    :Mormont said as we should track them , and we did,:They;re dead , They shan't reuble us no more.there;s hard riding before us,I don;t kike this weather,If it snoows,we could be a fortnight getting back, and snow;s the best we can hope fir , ever seen an ice storm.my lord?

After graduation, some students say the banks is too tired, so they changed profession. some of them decide to continue their studies. I firmly went to a state-owned bank, become a financial worker with honor.In the first half of the year, there is only basic salary per month. good thing is that lunch is free. due to i’m single. i can live in dormitory of bank. I am very satisfied.as beginning, of course only be a counter.always be chid by leader. and always overtime. sometimes, leader don’t ask me overtime, but i offered to work overtime.i want to learn something more, and want give leader a good impression.night by night, day by day. almost bank is my home. i always tell my mother on the phone, don’t worry about me, i am a good bank employee. right now just is beginning. good day, good salary is coming soon. i will take care of the whole family.actually, one year passed, the money saved not enough to pay off my college student loans.i am very sad. At this rate, I don’t think I’ll ever fulfill my promise, let alone marry and have children! It’s hard to get ahead in the banking system, i have to choose a good way