I don’t know when start the habit that I love to live lonely , which makes me to consider what is my inner feeling . There are always different affairs happened to me , in spite of not my long for . It is a good sense to sing a song in my private room , which makes me forget all troubled me .I always had enough time to earn money but no time for my heart in the past years . I even forgot all my interest such as singing and writing . However, it means not that I regret all I have done . it just the time to pay more attention to my interest , and consider what is the real meaning of my life .